Who Knows

Who knows how long this will last? Cause I'm running out of steam here. I try to keep my guard, but...its really hard. I'm losing sight of the end of this dark tunnel. I need him to stop, but he just...he's not getting it, and that's whats grinding my bones down to nothing. I cant fight it for too much longer. But he just isn't understanding why I did it. He was taking me away from what I used to be, and it just wasn't right. I want him to get over it, but he's too damn thick-headed to see that I've gotten over him...I need help...